Madison's 3rd personal blog post

Last night I had a dream. Odd, but vivid and creative. I dreamed I had money. Only about one hundred dollars, but to me, I could do anything in the world with this money. I felt powerful and invincible. To my horror, I had accidentally dropped all of my money in a used toilet! I rushed to ask my parents what I should do. I felt that horrible embarrassing as I told them what I had done. Most of all, I felt scared I would lose all of that power and invincibility because it was in a pool of water. It was rite it front of me, but I didn't even have the stomach to look at it. I woke up relived, not that I didn't have to reach in the toilet for my money, but for not having to regret and deal with the shame for that simple accident. It was a lot like feeling what I feel many times in my life. But it is a comfort to know I am not the only one that can feel this shame and regret, and even horrified of my mistakes. I can't help it in some situations because in one split millisecond, ones life can fall or rise, and we may lose some or gain some power. But you can not usually change it afterwords.