Life sees you as a target

When a heart stops, it usually means the body is nonfunctional. There's no warning. What are the last thoughts when your heart stops. logically, ( I believe) we would think "NO" or "WHAT THE" because the second you lose control, you look for some reason it is happening. You're pretty much trying to find something to blame before it's all over. What does that blame do once you find who to blame it upon? What if you had a couple hours left, would you scream, or would you forgive?

Life has too many things that you cant control, so maybe we should take it well, and then, if there's anything or anyone to blame for our trips and falls, we can scream if we feel like it, but don't, (no matter what) let that blaming slow you down, because life sees you as a target.

FOR THE CHILDREN!

It seems almost impossible for an organization to hold at least 5o babies under the age of three years old. I have (or will have) the proof that this is realistic and does take place in China. At least 50 babies are orphaned in Xian city, fortunately, they are being cared for because of one amazing lady name Amanda Delange. She went to BYU as a college student and now decides to help these adorable kids. Most of them are deformed with cleft pallets, or have mental issues, some have lost limbs, others are even dying.

She takes volunteers and strives to give these children a perfect home. She has even saved some that would have died. She has had help from other doctors who know what to do. This is an amazing opportunity, and at the end of July, I will be apart of it for at least 6 months.

We replace pleasure with Joy in the AZ creek.

Huuh... Oh the times, oh the memories I collected that day. Forgetting isn't an option. The water was so warm, The fish were so squirmy, and oh... the cows were so... sooo..... so,
fat... ?

Well, the water looks gross, but the cow doesn't complete a picture all the time. Though, I love the color of that creature.
My sister even had a good time. Her cell forgot to vibrate for the 1000 time that day, so... the water got to it and stole Morgans heart, completing her evening without a call from her boy friend, or even from work... :) Instead, she played with her sister. We jumped off the high cliffs together, we explored while accidentally stepping on small frogs, we ran far far away from the devil spiders, and at the end of the day, when our family reunion was over, her phone began to work once again.

Busy me...

I've had a lot of breaks this year from school, like spring break and Halloween, but why aren't these breaks longer? Why can't the summer last as long as school is? I'll tell you why. I sit at a desk all day trying to get my English and math and all that kind of stuff done, all the while my family is upstairs partying without me! Soon they'll forget I exist and know they have gotten use to me being in my own little bubble. When I'm in China for the next year, they'll be begging me to come home... right? Anyway, I still think school is a way to get kids out of the way of our parents. Ya, that's right, I figured it out! This is why I stay with computers. I do all my school on a school laptop, and there will be a couple field trips once in a while, but think about going to school in your underwear!!! We can be kids again... ya! I can contact my mom and ask her how to find the area of a triangle, and its just that easy. This school is called "Open high school" and I'm telling you, it's as good as it's gonna get! I had to give my lap top back for the summer, and now I'm in an air conditioned home with it being 103 degrees outside, so ya... I'm still in the heat, but I'm glad where I'm at. :)

My Summer Vacation

Awwwe... the beginning of June. Oh the things we do in the summer, and oh what a wonderful time of year.
There are flowers in the Summer, and fresh green grass, and the bees and birds are beginning to dodge our sprinklers.
But doesn't paradise depend on where you are? What if you live in Alaska?... what is it like there when it's summer time?
Yes, the cold is very much a torture any time, but what if you live in a desert?... what is it like there? I can answer that. It is 95 degrees at about 10:50 where I'm at, which is in Congress Arizona and the blistering heat already began to strike me, and now I am ending up with a "heated head ache".
I can't complain though, I love Arizona. I spent two weeks down here with my grandparents and Aunts to take a vacation away from my immediate family, and I LOVED it. I have been collecting many specimens, but it is much more difficult when you have to look under rocks in Hell. I am having a really good time talking while getting to know my newborn cousin, and the air conditioning feels very pleasant, when you know your safe from taking on heat stroke outside. I attempted a little stroll in the sandy yard this morning and oh...
the summer.